It can be said that he is another talented artist in all fields. For famous rappers “Orboy TJ”or “Tao Jerayut Valuprakrn”He recently opened up and told stories about his childhood. I reveal the hidden secrets in my heart that have walls. Because in the past he was bullied and bullied severely, and now that he is 31 years old, he still does not long for love. I want to live a happy life without caring about anyone. Put on a towel skirt and get on stage because we're happy. I dream of giving a solo concert for the first time in my life on a program. Woody FM
At this point, at 31 years old, what were you born to do? Do you have an answer today?
URBOYTJ: I was born to have fun now. I feel like I want to be happy now. I live my life without stress. I got to do what I loved and wanted to do. Anything I've dreamed of doing since I was a kid, when I turn 30 and have the opportunity to do it, I'm happy.
Was all this as I thought?
ORBOITJ: Well, it's not always what you think. But it's close to what I want to be, writing songs, singing, living life.
What is your happiest at this moment?
URBOYTJ: If you don't count the music. They have to be friends, because when I was a kid I didn't have any friends. That is, others might say that the older I get, the fewer friends I have and the more narrow society becomes, but for me, it turns out that the older I get, the more we feel the more we want to open up. You want to meet new people you want to go learn new cultures so I became more open to my own world.
Are we able to communicate with people more easily now?
Orboej: Yes, if it had been like this before, I would never have talked to anyone and asked for answers, but now the connection has started. Start a return request
What event made you start building walls?
URBOYTJ: Actually, when I was in high school. I was always bullied at school. Because I am a different person from others. Honestly, I am studying in another governorate. That is, it is a fairly remote province, far from many things. Even when I ironed school shirts to go to school, they still bullied me and said, “Why are you ironing school shirts?” He didn't see Reed at all. At that time, I felt the reason and after that many events happened. People around us are like crazy. He had a knife to his throat at school. As if I don't love you. You shouldn't be here. When I was in high school 1-2, this was never discussed with anyone. I never told anyone.
So what made you start withdrawing?
URBOYTJ: After that, I started moving toward things I could do on my own. That means not having to depend on others is the music industry. He expressed in the song that at that time, during the 2-3 Mathiam, the music was very underground. This is very rude. What expresses emotions, the things we feel?
Can you remember any event that left a lasting impression on you when you were a child?
URBOYTJ: This event. He is in the classroom sitting and studying with many people. Then, an older child entered the room, just like in the movies. Then he came over, hugged his neck, and grabbed the cutter's knife. Then he came and tried to play something like that. And everyone doesn't care. Everyone turned away. Pretend you don't see but now it's okay. It's been like this.
Did you tell your parents?
Orpuje: I didn't tell him because I didn't want him to feel like I couldn't live my life here. It will take me somewhere else. I don't want to have any problems. I think it may continue. There has to be something we can do, and it has to be okay.
I want to ask, why should parents move?
URBOYTJ: Because my parents are separated, divorced, and my parents are people who move around a lot in their lives. The mother often goes to work abroad. Then they often moved me to live with my relatives. I will change places of study often. So it makes me unable to socialize easily.
I've never seen Tao talk about love. What was your first love like?
URBOYTJ: When I was in elementary school, I had a crush on a friend. It's like a cute “Puppy Love”, about grade 3-4. I love someone. If I can remember his name, I really want to tell him. But I don't remember. He's like a good student. He is a person who is a good student in the classroom. He is a charming person who everyone loves, and I love him. He is my first love in my life.
At what age did you actually start having a boyfriend?
URBOYTJ: Probably around college age. At the time, I was just trying to find things. I've never been in love before, I've never had a boyfriend, maybe some people have had boyfriends since high school or something. But love really happened to my so-called girlfriend very slowly in life for me. I feel like it's slow. So I felt like I wanted to find out what it was. What is love? Trying to live life doing what normal people do. Go travel or do things. But in the end it didn't turn out well. We have parted ways.
Breaking up this era and relationship, of course, doesn't have to be like the old days. But how much importance did you give it before? What does it add to your life?
URBOYTJ: I feel like it's not very important in my life. Because I don't miss it. I don't crave much. Because life nowadays is really messy. There are a lot of things going on in my head. So I don't want to find anything that makes it more complicated. So I rarely talk about love or that there is love. Some people may think that having someone in their life can be fulfilling. Help lead each other to a better place. But for me, I think I want to have stability first. To bring someone to live with him
Everyone probably expected that if we sat down and talked, there would be some benefit to the issue of mental health. I would say it's a habit we've built up for a long time. So try to find a way. Do you find the small joys in life and have hope that you can change?
URBOYTJ: Now I feel like it's all up to me. “Just our thoughts. When I was 30 years old, it was as if I could give up things. I understand this people. Man is born with those who love him. There must be people who hate him. We cannot make the whole world love us. So when we make music or We do anything. There has to be a comment saying I don't like this, I don't like you, I hate you, that kind of thing. I tend to care about people who are interested in me. He just loves us and makes life more fun. And then I felt like I wanted to live Life is more.
The fact that we care about what others think is something everyone does automatically without even realizing it. And then it covers life. Especially when we have social media, just read the comments and we'll keep them?
URBOYTJ: Yes, it's been a long time. At first, when I couldn't handle it, there were about 100 comments, 99 of them said it was all good, but one comment I didn't like. We will focus on this and say why. And then try to find the answer. I've lived with him for weeks and months now and I feel like, well, I don't care, I don't care about this anymore, we're more interested in the 99 things he's living with us. I recently told you about an incident in which I wore a Balenciaga towel to a concert. Of course, there is bound to be someone who comments on that. What's your problem? Buying a towel for 30 grand and wearing it seems like a stupid way to dress. And then I learned from this that anything happens. I don't care how people think. And we're glad we did. I just do it because I want to. It's a very good thing indeed. In the past, we may have felt that not caring was a bad thing. Maybe it's an idea someone brought to us. But now I know it's good, it's really good.
After this I want to know what your dreams are?
URBOYTJ: I would like to give a solo concert. A concert that was like ours and people bought tickets to come and see us. In the past, I didn't dare. Because I felt like no one wanted to come. There must be no one watching. But once in a lifetime it's my life's goal, and when I'm 30, I have to do it.
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